Awkward in Life

I do feel awkward in life. I feel like I haven't gotten to where I want to be. When I just state the facts I have...I have a wonderful husband, three very good & healthy children. I don't own a home which makes me sad. I don't look the way I want to look. I am still very very quick to anger. I am full of impatience.

I do love my husband and kids and friends.
I do think I supply a comfortable home for them.

BUT

I am not at peace.
I am not the person I thought I would be.
I need to work on these things and of course they are the hardest to change.

BUT

People do change if they work at it.