wearingly_dull: (regret)
2009-07-04 12:23 pm
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Left Out and Disappointed

My Mom and I are the only ones not in the wedding party and we got stuck with looking after the kids that aren't in the wedding party during the wedding itself. Orthodox weddings are not short and all the kids are 6,5,4,3,2. I have become my Mother. I know I should be grateful because I love my Mom but yep, child care and food, that is all I am good for.

How did I become this person? I know I am not entirely this person but how did I come to be perceived as this person? How did in the minds of my siblings I have become relegated as an old woman with no thoughts but to look after kids?